26M From top to bottom, my life is ruined. I was perfect from all point, looks, studies,etc 2015 - 10th 84% 2017 - 12th 78% 2019 - Lost my front teeths in accident, life became a complete nightmare from this point. My confidence dropped to 0% I was shattered. I have never been the same. I went into depression and was never able to heal. I got dental implants but does not feel my own and not a guaranteed solution 2020 - IT graduated with 66% i had atkts too 2021 - couldn't land a job due to trauma and depression and anxiety 2022 - found any job but got kicked because of toxic manager, couldn't decide career 2023 - unfortunately had to join bpo, tried frontend development 2024-25 - kept doing same job, tried to get into frontend development but couldn't get job and even lost interest in frontend 2026- still doing support role, i am now stopped talking to anyone and became anti social, i have reached my boiling point. I never thought from being bright student to being under hell life has thrown me into dustbin. I am now even afriad to talk anyone. Couldn't go where i wanted to. I am not happy with support role, this is not where i wanted to be. I feel like sucidal and i will do it. This is not i had worked hard for. Nobody helped me, seems like they are happy to see me suffer. I will be dead soon.
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Bhai tum kya soch rahe ho apne aap ko leke nhi janta lekin bc dant tootne se depression phir suicide dekh tujhse bdhiya bdhiya bhi bande hai aur bhot hai dekhta hai defence me nda ye sab ki si ka permanent injury hai phir bhi ji raha hai tum mentally weak ho apne aap ko bhot jayda man liye ho tum NO ONE IS GOOD NO ONE IS BAD EVERYBODY ACTS according to time so get up get heal first
Hey...life is unfair for one n all..U r already thru ur fair share of worldly trials.. Be kind on urself.. u ve endured much at a tender age.. All r messed up dear..it takes guts to post confessions..commenting on it is a child's play...No body 's life is perfect..All are somehow in a grind. Trust my very words on this...life always n ever gives every single individual a second chance..Just keep vibing n look into the storm's eye with a blood shot eye..it will bow before u ..it has to..Just some more resilience n patience..ur final test it is..Be stubborn not with life but the challenges..Universe adores stubborn minds n never say die attitude LITERALLY.. Have faith...U r already thru..Dont forget to post while rejoicing since that is where u r heading exactly💥💥💥💫💫💫💫
Hey champ don't worry.. this is all stages of life do not fade in this situation in your lower phase... Keep working hard someday god will say this is now ur turn to shine 💪🏻.. Don't worry about looks once you earn enough looks doesn't matter.. i know its hard to accept when u don't have good looks but still accept it is what it is... Think about those who have very worst looks and disease.... Or burned face and vitigo..etc So don't lose hope..
You have to help yourself first in order to receive help from others! Life is hard for almost everyone, in different ways.
Life isn't fair sometime but think about what you have got..embrace the life you got to live...I learnt very late how to appreciate what i have in life than what i don't..and also self discipline is not inherited. if you have got interest in any job/skill etc, you gotta work on it...if not working try something else..who knows what your future holds.
"Nobody helped me ? " Have you even reached for proper help. Post yourself here in comments. People will definitely help you. If you lack guidance get guidance, if you lack opportunity, try to get opportunity. No one can measure what you going through from a 50word confession.
You are born to conquer beta 💞 this is just the testing phase. Start loving yourself first 💗. Thank God for giving you this beautiful life 🙏 If possible join any life coach where you will learn how to really give importance to yourself. We are our own reflection 🪞 so boost yourself nd prove that you are the most Powerful...yes you are. God bless you with immense strength.
Every body is going through something always..it's how to handle..watch you tube video,heal
Dear bro , i strongly advise you to get engaged with parents atleast this point because of ur high tendency to self harm (i wish it wont),you have a fantastic will power unfortunately no one around you witnessed it . I can sense you are a well calibred person landed in the wrong station,mark my words and u will see the fruit in your tree soon . I completely understand its easier said than done but making urself isolated is utmost a wrong choice in prevailing situations, try to build trivial conversations with fellow strangers like rapido dudes/ travel mates and tea shops loquacious believe me u will get a lot ideas i did the same when on down phase . Tight hugs bro , u r fantastic time is not very far. All the very best
If possible, please go for counselling as u r getting into depression. Share your thoughts or feelings with someone close who is present physically with u ..u will feel much better..Good luck and please don't loose hope. U will reach there soon!!
This is a phase buddy. Everyone has bad phase and good phase in life. You are in your bad phase right now. Keep going on. Time changes, thing changes and life also changes. Don't think anything else. Don't get frustrated. Do one jaap Mala everyday, this will give you mental strength. Your bad phase will end soon. God bless you.
What was the accident? I'm not sure you lost confidence because of losing front teeth or you were shaken to the core because of the accident. If you had survived in some fatal situation, then that leaves scars. It's called PTSD. It takes time and therapy to recover.
Everyone going through the same phase but different problems. Don't wanna die, Don't wanna live.
Suicide is not solution
Get up and go to à psychiatrist first
No pls..im also going thru the same..just keep hang in there..hope life treats you well..
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I can't understand what's your problem...if you are not interested in your job go for business.
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