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Why I Could Never See Myself as His Equal

You have always seen the smartest, highly intellectual, Or some arrogant women, You hve seen girls saying in some youtube videos, That they wanna marry a millionaire, Even when they are nothing, Here is a story of a dumb women, let's call her shee. She is hving a lil girl soul, She usually ignores ppl bcs she is hving social anxiety, And she is an introvert, an kinda innocent, She carries blade scars on her arms, Looking at her you feel like she is a child, She is a beautiful woman, with a golden skintone, Natural eyebrows,no makeup look , and slightly messy hairs, She was a girl in her early 20s with traumatic past, She never felt appreciated throughout her lyf, She had a non supportive family ,cousins , She only knows that she is nothing, Why would anyone even fall for her, There comes a guy who fell for her, He was too good for her And she always felt like why would anyone even like her, She never understood him, His love towards her, Not bcs he failed to express it, Bcs the world already did a lot of efforts to prove to her that she is the worst, And honestly she is just s simple girl with no extra attitude bcs she doesn't even know how beautiful, how good she is, Whenever she looks at him and see love in his eyes, She just felt like it's a flirt, or maybe she is overthinking, Why would a reputed high authority guy would even fall for him? And she carries no great education like him, She thinks that she is nothing infront of him, This continues for months and finally it's over, He thought that she is dumb and got married to someone else, But he never know that she too had loved him, But she had soo brutual and traumatic past that she can't even believe that something good can even come to her, All she knows is that noone can love her, She really wanna text him but never had that courage to do soo, She is scared of being called creepy or misjudged by him, She is too dumb to even find a right mann