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M29 I resigned from my job and cannot face my girlfriend who is also working in same project. And it completely broke me. 2months after graduation (@21) I got a job in a renowned MNC in a different city. I got a crush on my TL, who is married and has a kid. I received so much help from this lady. She was lovely and generous. We bonded well. She used to bring lunch for me sometimes. I attended my first office party and she was there too, looking upset. I asked how is she doing, she said 'ok'. I was sitting in corner looking at people dancing, talking, I was very socially awkward to talk to anybody. In the middle of the party my TL came to me and said, she is leaving and asked how am I going to my pg, I said I will take a cab. She asked if I want to leave with her, so that she can drop me, I said yes. In the car she asked if I was feed well, I said I only had appetizers. She said she knows a good roadside food place, if I want to go. We had food and good conversation. She asked me to stay the in her apartment, I stayed. We had more conversation about our personal life at her apartment, about her husband, who work at merchant navy, didn't came home for past 5 years as he settled with someone in Canada, her daughter is studying in another city, how she struggle to brought her up. She cried, I don't know how to sympathies her, I tried to hug her, she hug me tight for 3-4 minutes. And then she kissed me, I felt a little bit awkward. But I kissed her back, we had the rest as well. What would you do if you woke up bedide a beautiful naked woman for the first time. I did the same thing, it was passionate from both the side. I left the next day from her apartment. We had this passionate encounter for next two years, every Friday night till mid Saturday, became a retual of our life, except the days when she visits her daughter or I go home town. After two years, she got promoted, I too got promoted, work pressure increased, and it becomes less frequent. And then stopped. We talked sometimes but not get physical. She suggested me to get settled down. One and half years back she got promoted to SDL, got two different projects including mine, I promoted as TL beginning of this year. And we hardly talk even. We respect each other's space and choice. Cut to February, a new girl joined our team, she is young and beautiful. I often take my team member for tea break, including her. One evening on weekend, April, she called me, didn't talked for a minute, I was scared, if any accident happened or what, I continuously asked what is happening, finally she answed she likes me and loves me. I said it's okay but it's not possible. I gave her 15-20 reasons why she should not be in relationship with me including our age gap. She convinced me nothing would matter if I agree. And I finally did. She visited my home met my mother and other family members, they liked her too. She told me that she will arrange a meeting with her mother as her father died at an early age. We were sitting in a restaurant waiting for her mother to meet me. Her mother came, I met, my leg started shaking, felt seek, sweating, I left the restaurant within 5 minutes. Her mother did not said a single word. She called my more than 100 times, she came to my door, I couldn't not opened it. I didn't not told her about my affair, she din't told me that her mother works in the same company.