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#C27595 One small request- Play song tere lie (Veer zara) and read the confession. M27, While I was in college, I fell in love with a girl. It was genuine and serious. She was very supportive, cute, and mature. She loved me a lot, and I loved her just the same. Our families knew about each other. After college, we both got jobs and lived together. We traveled together often, and since I mostly had WFH, we spent a lot of time together. Later, she decided to leave her job because she felt corporate life wasn’t for her and chose to prepare for government competitive exams at her parents’ home. I fully supported her decision. Then came a difficult phase in my life. My sister’s marriage got fixed, hella lot of expenses. I lost my father when I was a child (I was 6), so as the elder son, I had to take responsibility for my sister’s wedding and everything related to it. I returned to my hometown to handle things. Everything went well, and even during this time, she helped me financially to gift my sister. After some time, I lost my job due to some issues in office. During this period, I started noticing a change in her behavior. She became rude and distant. I handled it, thinking it was just a phase, maybe she was expecting more from me or struggling with the long distance. One thing was clear that she was always financially insecure but I was trying my best ^_^ Shockingly, she told me she wanted to break up. I was surprised, but I agreed to take a short break, thinking it would also help me focus on my job search. However, during this time, she never reached out to me on her own. It affected my self-respect, so I also started texting or calling less. Eventually, the breakup was finalized from her side, and she blocked me everywhere. This all happened last year. Now, the final twist: I recently found out through mutual friends’ stories that she is engaged. It hurt deeply, but I can’t even cry 😆, tears just don’t come out. Also as an atheist I don't have any faith in any god. (Mhmmm I’m very much realistic). It was unexpected and naturally difficult to process, but I have accepted it quietly. At last, I want to say: If reincarnation doesn’t exist, then you have lost me for eternity.(ref: Gunahon Ka Devta)