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#C27546 I am a 22 yr M. I actually failed to find my love in real life. Actually I tried but failed. In school life there were 3 girls who liked me in different classes. Reason why they liked me because I was 1st boy in the class for 5 years. But my family was so strict that I avoided girls in this time. Also in this time my self attitude is grown such a way that I never talked any girls from my own. Actually they always initiated 1st conversation. In 11 and 12 class there was 1 girl who really liked my company but she or me never confess. Because I thought if I do such things that will effect my study. After that i got a good college. In my college 1st time I loved 1 girls but she didn't. I proposed her but she rejected me for that I never try again in my college. After college I actually dropped for new course in this time I felt depressed and no interest in love. But before 1 month of my exam I also felt love for 1 girl actually she was very close . I visited several places with her. She also told her break up story but I didn't judge it. All is gonna in this way. One day I saw her status with a boy so i stop talking to her and complete ghosting. One day beside a sweet shop she saw me and talk to me. In this evening she asked me to go visit outside the day after but I rejected that why she didn't ask for outing with that boy. She got angry. After that I did several things as I gifted her roommate 1 lipstick so that she felt jealous. After that i started to do my higher study in this time 1 day she told me to meet with her. She met with me and give a snack party. After that day I told her that I think I have attached with her. She told that she didn't think about it. So I got angry and told her to cut complete connection with me. After that I continued my study. Before the 5 days of final sem, I again attached with 1 girl online. In this time the girl was also attached too. But after 2 weeks of our relationship she actually told harsh truth about her past. After hearing the past I actually felt too bad that I complete ghosted her. All this things effect my study so I got bad results in the sem. But the girl gave me 1 addiction that is chat addiction. I always want to chat with someone who really feel my heart. Actually I need a gf right now according to my mentality. So I texted random girls online and you all know what will be the result...I almost lost my character. But I still virgin and never touched anyone's body. Actually I want someone to love me and I will marry her. If this message help me to find my love that will be completely cure for me try to make comments with same mentality.....