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#C27363 We were in a long-distance relationship. For almost a year, we had constant arguments because I felt that my boyfriend was not standing up for me or supporting me when it mattered. In January, he completely ghosted me and blocked me everywhere without any explanation. I tried contacting him many times, and out of anxiety, I eventually called his home. Because of that, his sister and mother found out about me. They insulted me, called me characterless, and made hurtful comments about my family's financial background and caste. I was crying on the phone while listening to all of that. Just two hours later, my boyfriend called me and blamed me for everything. He called me toxic and said a lot of hurtful things, even though he was the one who had suddenly ghosted me without any explanation. After that, I never contacted him again. Six months passed. Yesterday, I had a terrible nightmare, and unconsciously I started calling him. My number was blocked. I secretly called him from my brother's phone as well, and he blocked that number too. After nearly 300–400 calls, he finally called me back. He laughed while talking to me and said that he had deleted my number and that it would be better for me to forget him. All of this has hurt me deeply. I gave five years of my life to this relationship. I rejected many good marriage and relationship proposals because I trusted that he would stand by me one day. Now I feel like I am no longer at an age where I want to get married, and honestly, I do not even feel like marrying anyone. I find it difficult to trust people, and I am constantly afraid of being hurt again. I experience panic attacks almost every day.