#C27099 Admins please post it, I’m going to share my entire life story and this may be a little long, but is genuine and I want the world to know about it without knowing who I am. So here is how to starts, I am currently 33(M) LPA is 22. This is going to be little private and explicit too, so if readers are not comfortable, please skip. From my childhood I was a good cricketer and while I was in 5th standard a ball with full speed hit my private part, I had severe pain, chose it keep it myself as I was too shy, months later, I started have pain, pulling sensation and I felt it was extremely small, I didn’t share it with anyone, over the time pain receeded but it stopped growing totally, I became adult started watching porn and understood that I’m abnormal, I measured with a scale when it was fully erect and it was less than 3 inches. That day I decided I’m not going to marry as I’m totally unfit. I was virgin as I has too shy to even undress myself in front on anyone as they would make a joke of me. When I turned 30 I realised I have severe ED and PME as well. (I was masturbating everyday from last 15-16 years in a frustration that I can’t do it physically with any girl) My family was forcing me to marry but deep down I knew I am unfit and I didn’t marry for many years. So finally when I turned 32 my parents found a match, she was 22 years old and a divorcee, she wasn’t attractive at all, like dark skin, no figure, very less height. I agreed to marry her as I felt I’m not worthy myself to satisfy her in bed, she was already divorced once and may not divorce me with whatever imperfections I have. Before our engagement I checked her phone and got to know that after her divorce she was having an affair with her office colleague and were hooking up too. I didn’t knew what to do as this sounded more like a betrayal, she promised all that was in past and after marriage she won’t be in touch with anyone. We got married finally. We tried getting intimate multiple times but failed big time due to small size, PME and ED. After a couple of weeks I took pills to maintain erection, that appeared to have worked but PME was still there. I was doing to almost 10 times a day with her and was leaking inside her. After a month or two. I stopped taking pills and miraculously ED and PME was gone. We were able to do it properly but size was still a problem. She got pregnant with my child now. Everything looks normal on paper now. But deep down, I regret a lot for marrying her, she had already slept with more than 2 people before marrying to me, I was virgin but was insecure that I was unfit. Now that I feel I am normal, I started developing feelings on other girls who roam around me in the office, a couple of girls have already given me hints and have invited me their home to drink. I really wanted a virgin wife but I didn’t get one and I want to experience atleast once with a virgin girl.
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Which office is that? I am a site fabrication engineer, Nobody gave me hints so far, it means I am surrounded by wrong cranes, forklifts & welding machines!
Thanks to her she is still bearing you if other girls leave you or bring you other's children in your lap
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God made you that way for a certain reason i guess and u should be thankful to her that she tried with you multiple times and u got better
Wah kya seen hai 😮
Infidelity is wrong in marriage
The ball should have hit you harder maybe on your head.
You are no more viegin now
Your ED & PME are gone because she invested her time & energy in you. The moment u get a virgin girl and ur size again becomes an issue (and trust me it will) - or she finds someone better... u'll neither be left with the virgin nor ur wife. The fact that u assess the value of a person (urself or someone else) by Size & Virginity is the real issue here. Avoid the cheating and visit a therapist instead to assess your obsession with sizes and virginity. In short: Avoid the Virgin thoughts, unless you wanna make a Mojito out of your marriage.
She accepted your anatomical fault because she has her own too according to you she is unattractive and divorcee. But other girl they may not accept your defect from outside maybe you look handsome but when they know your secret many won't like it and reject you. Instead of staying single depressed alone all life with your problem you finally got someone who cure you accepted you as you are now carrying your child now you started to become greedy . Let me tell you I'm 26 year old Indian virgin women I choose to be stay virgin. Not because I lack suitors because for me it had to full emotional connection with whom I feel secure who took responsibility not throw me away or use me take advantage of me and ran away . So marriage it is my future husband. But I know whomever it's going be more than 90% chancd he is not going to be virgin despite me being virgin. Don't think too much then destroy the good thing of your life.
So your tool wasn't working yet wanted a fresh job?? Interesting.
unnaku kalyanam anathe perusu ithula kora vera...she is loyal to u now and she is not even blaming u or talking low abt u...u shud be grateful for this and live happy with her
SO DIVORCE HER AND MARRY A VIRGIN ... DIVORCING COST A LOT ... ALIMONY AND CHILD SUPPORT ...
Ese miraculously kese ED ne thik ho gye tum..xhutiya mat bnao esa hota hi nhi h
Please tell me this is a rage bait post! WTF
Cheap..u r also an used defective...
Frankly you are sick and disturbing. Best is to fantasize about women and stick to your previous routine.
Starting ka padhke khushi huyi or sympathy huyi ki ye to mujhse bhi km size wala hai to me senti hua fir bici last me dekha ye bsdka bhi ab pelne k chakkar me hai.
Men and their entitlement! Such an AH
Bro don't be stupid at this age and life
Ball lagte hi insecure ladki jaisa sochne lag gaya bhai. size matter karta aur wo wife teri bolti ki matter kar rha hai. aur kya ye idhar udhar dekhna and wife ka affair tha. jo hua use jaane do. and enjoy life the way it is. your life is already peaceful unless you chose to destroy it.
This is your own fault. You should have got yourself checked out once you were an adult and gotten treatment. You didn't even do all these things. This lady you married is already too good for you since she has had no lack of partners unlike yourself. Divorce her and relieve her from being stuck with an idiot like you.
Never seen such imbecile morally corrupted disgraceful man in my life…someone was with you in your bad times and you are leaving her…shame on you dude..I hope someone comes to your life and tarnish your self respect and confidence